In looking over my writing journal it occurs to me I should
rename it. I called it daily writing as I intended to write in it daily or at
least every day of my workweek. Yet, it is obvious I am not. It’s more of a
once a week, or two, writing journal.
Although when I do write in it I write one entry, so could I
still call it daily?
Ha, Ha. Apparently the creative juices are not flowing
overly free this morning if this is what I have to write about. Although, I
sometimes think it’s more important to engage in the activity of writing, being
mindful of my grammar and spelling, than in what is being written. Much like a
novice dancer practicing the same steps, the same movements, over and over
again until the muscle memory is firmly ingrained and the time between thought
and action becomes infinitely small, so close to zero, the two seem to occur
similutanously, similtanously, simultaneously.
Okay, so I just got completely derailed by a misspelled
word. I often do and it isn’t just because I am writing on a word processer,
which alerts me—with its bright red lines—that a word has been misspelled, I recognize
when I can’t recall the correct spelling of a word and knowing I’ve spelled it
incorrectly my train of thought comes to a grinding halt. I can’t proceed until
I have clicked the spelling and grammar check, subjecting the entire document
to the marvels of modern software and correcting the offending lapse in my
intellect, removing the glaring red lines from my manuscript.
Unfortunately, my spelling attempts can be so out of whack
spellcheck has no suggestions for me, leaving me with the uncomfortable dilemma
of do I get my dictionary out and look it up or do I ignore the erroneously
spelled word and write on?
Since it is in my nature to dot the i’s and cross the t's, I
was a machine designer in a former career after all, I have a strong urge to
figure out the correct spelling before moving on, I stop, retrieve the
dictionary, look up the word, smile in recognition and correct the spelling.
Once all is fixed and the word document is cleared of all red lines I began the
next sentence, my fingers striking the keys in rapid fashion delivering my
thoughts and images to the screen in a free flowing burst of creativity,
completing my journal entry for the day.