Tuesday, April 14, 2015

What Kind Of Day

Sometimes it is just plain hard to struggle through the day taking care of even the minimal responsibilities of adult life.

Sometimes the day is easy and full of accomplishments.

Sometimes the day is in the middle, a bit of effort, a bit of ease and a bit of so-so.


The thing is to recognize what kind of day it will be before getting out of bed in the morning and not realize the kind of day it was until after retiring for the night.

Monday, April 6, 2015

The Inheritance (15)

The landing was a flurry of activity as people juggled boat position, moving one at a time to the dock and dropping of a person to retrieve boat trailers, before motoring back out into the lake to wait for their trailer to be backed down the landing in a choreographed dance of vehicles, people and boats. As each watercraft was loaded and pulled from the water the next trailer was backed down the landing ready to embrace its companion, cradling it securely on its steel frame. Together, boat and trailer would emerge from the water dripping water and weeds leaving a wet trail on the concrete roadway as the driver pulled away freeing the landing for the next in line.

Tom joined the fray and made his way to the dock where he and Matt grabbed the edge of the dock, holding the boat in place while Lily and Loren gathered up everyone’s belongings before stepping out onto the warm wooden slats.

“We’ll go help everyone get packed up and meet you up at the parking lot.” Lily said.

“Okay. Matt and I will get the boat loaded.” Tom said. “Here, Matt, you take the boat back out while I go get the trailer.”

Matt nodded and slid into the driver’s seat. Tom stepped out giving the boat small nudge away from the dock as Matt shifted the boat into reverse, moving out into the open water before shifting into forward motion, turning the craft into a gradual curve and weaving in and out of the half dozen boats floating nearby waiting to approach either the dock or a waiting trailer.

Lily glanced up at the sky as she and Loren made their way down the beach. The wall of dark thunderheads looming over the far side of the lake looked more forbidding from shore than it had out in the middle of the lake. A gust of wind whipped a stray strand of hair across her face at the same time as it whipped up a handful of small leaves sending them tumbling across their path. She brushed her hair back and picked up her pace.

“Hey Mike. Some weather is moving in. Let’s get stuff packed up.” Lily said as she hurried up to the picnic tables and her dozing brother.

Mike didn’t respond. He lay limp, unmoving in the lawn chair, more like an abandoned beach towel than a human being. Lily shook his shoulder.

“Hey. Wake up.”

Mike murmured a faint response.

“Come on Mike. It’s going to be storming here in short order.” Lily shook his shoulder more vigorously as a cold gust of wind blew through the area sending napkins and paper plates tumbling off the table. Mike opened his eyes. Their normal vibrant blue color was washed out, dull and uncomprehending. “Mike? Come on, wake up.” His eyelids drifted shut again. Lily frowned at her unresponsive brother, noticing the pallor beneath his tanned face and his slow, shallow breathing.

Lily glanced around.

“Where’s Lisa?” She wondered more to herself than to her comatose brother or her alert daughter.


To Be Continued…

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Meeting Again

Sunlight streamed through the kitchen window creating a bright spot on the vinyl floor just right for little painted toes to be displayed. Elizabeth giggled as she pointed one barefoot into the square of light and then the other, watching her pink toenails sparkle and fade as they moved from shadow to brightness.

A tap on the window drew her attention and she looked up to see a tiny figure hovering outside the glass.


She climbed up on a chair, placed her hands on the windowpane and leaned forward returning the impish smile of the fairy princess from the garden.

Monday, March 9, 2015

Journal Writing

In looking over my writing journal it occurs to me I should rename it. I called it daily writing as I intended to write in it daily or at least every day of my workweek. Yet, it is obvious I am not. It’s more of a once a week, or two, writing journal.

Although when I do write in it I write one entry, so could I still call it daily?

Ha, Ha. Apparently the creative juices are not flowing overly free this morning if this is what I have to write about. Although, I sometimes think it’s more important to engage in the activity of writing, being mindful of my grammar and spelling, than in what is being written. Much like a novice dancer practicing the same steps, the same movements, over and over again until the muscle memory is firmly ingrained and the time between thought and action becomes infinitely small, so close to zero, the two seem to occur similutanously, similtanously, simultaneously.

Okay, so I just got completely derailed by a misspelled word. I often do and it isn’t just because I am writing on a word processer, which alerts me—with its bright red lines—that a word has been misspelled, I recognize when I can’t recall the correct spelling of a word and knowing I’ve spelled it incorrectly my train of thought comes to a grinding halt. I can’t proceed until I have clicked the spelling and grammar check, subjecting the entire document to the marvels of modern software and correcting the offending lapse in my intellect, removing the glaring red lines from my manuscript.

Unfortunately, my spelling attempts can be so out of whack spellcheck has no suggestions for me, leaving me with the uncomfortable dilemma of do I get my dictionary out and look it up or do I ignore the erroneously spelled word and write on?


Since it is in my nature to dot the i’s and cross the t's, I was a machine designer in a former career after all, I have a strong urge to figure out the correct spelling before moving on, I stop, retrieve the dictionary, look up the word, smile in recognition and correct the spelling. Once all is fixed and the word document is cleared of all red lines I began the next sentence, my fingers striking the keys in rapid fashion delivering my thoughts and images to the screen in a free flowing burst of creativity, completing my journal entry for the day.

Monday, March 2, 2015

The Inheritance (14)

Beyond the tree line a dark gray mass was building, heralding a change in the weather. The various groups of picnickers continued in their leisure activities unaware of the pending storm. Out on the lake carefree boaters were the first to notice the change, a cool rush of air and a shadow growing across the lake, covering it, darkening it to an oily midnight blue. The water rippled as the growing wind brushed the surface.

Lily shifted her focus from the young water skier behind the boat to the sky above, frowning as she studied the advancing line of tumultuous dark clouds.

“Tom.” She called out above the sound of the engine and wind. “Looks like we are in for more than a ten percent chance of showers.”

Tom glanced sideways at Lily. She nodded, pointing beyond him at the sky. He turned to look just as a streak of lightening flashed in the dark heavens above the trees. Moments later a rumble of thunder reached them. Lily looked back at Matt cutting across the wake of the boat, his body leaning back against the pull of the motor, his ski throwing up a rooster tail of water, and waved, signaling for him to let go of the rope.

A brief skip of time passed before Matt reached the apex of his arc to the outside of the boat, straining he raced over the rippling surface even with the stern before shifting his posture to begin his return trip. He acknowledged his Aunt’s signal with a wave of his own and a flamboyant release of the towrope, letting himself sink into the water as his forward motion slowed.

“He let go.” Lily shouted.


Tom swung the boat around in a curve heading them back to the spot where his nephew bobbed in the water. He reduced speed as they approached, coming to a stop a few yards away and turned off the motor. Lily began pulling in the towrope, looping it in her hands as it came while Loren hung the portable ladder over the stern for Matt to use. In the water Matt removed his foot from the ski boot encasing it and pushing the ski in front of him began swimming toward the boat. Tom grabbed the ski, fishing it out of the water, freeing Matt to make his way along the side of the boat to the ladder. Where he climbed aboard accepting the towel held out to him from his cousin. A loud, menacing rumble sounded overhead. All four of the passengers looked up at the looming line of dark clouds building above the trees lining the western shore. Lily dropped her eyes to the distant beach along the eastern shore wondering if they had enough time to get there and get the boat out of the water before the storm descended. The strengthening wind cooled her skin, raising goose bumps on her bare arms. The shoreline was awash with sunlight, the bathers and picnickers engaged in their activities seemingly unaware of the storm poised to strike. 

To Be Continued...